[360]

Tonight, I know. 

A 27 year-old me, 

still trapping in the memories of 

15 year-old me. 

I do not know; no 

I surely do not want

to make a move 

into a new world. 

I am still on this side, 

behind the line of everything. 

A 27 year-old me 

still the same as 

15 year-old me. 

[359]

I am exhausted. 

I thought I was okay. 

But, nope. 

No. 

They said, it's okay for not being okay. 

No, it is not. 

It is not. 

Please, I am tired. 

I'm begging you, please. 

Help me.

[...]

aku rasa, dah tiba masanya 

untuk aku kunci tempat ini. 

sementara atau selamanya, 

aku tak pasti. 

terima kasih untuk segalanya, 

sang strangers. 

[358]

I'm sorry. 

You must be tired being me.

[357]

I want to disappear. 

Let me disappear. 

Even for while.