She gave a piece of her heart to everyone
she met. The people want to give theirs in
return but, she refused. She said, "Yours
are complete now, I don't mind mine."
Slowly and surely, now there is only
one piece left.
28.3.20
[355]
Some people need a validation from
someone else.
"Am I a good person?"
"Are you happy with me?"
"Do you love me?"
A validation, or a confirmation.
That is all this while, they are truly living a
good life.
Some found it, -- the validation they need.
Some seek for it, not from a right person
(or maybe not in the right time too), hence
they cannot find it.
Why as a grown up adult, we are still like a kid,
wanting something like this?
In my defense, this is not a childish act.
It's just, maybe we want to feel the
sense of belonging, that we are worthy.
That our existence are matter.
Yes, that some people in the first line is,
me. I'm talking about myself.
Walaupun aku tahu sahaja, yang paling
penting adalah apa pandangan Allah
kepada kita. Bukan sangat tentang
pandangan manusia.
So, for all these years, how I was,
how my words have helped you?
Am I, enough,
to be called as a good person?
6.3.20
[354]
When you fall, when you feel so heavy, even to breathe, put your hands on your chest, and feel the beating heart. That, you will know, you have a very strong heart.
To rise again.
[353]
For how many times I will lose myself again?
For how many times do I have to go back
to that damn same place, again?
5.3.20
[352]
Aku sedih.
Aku marah.
Dan aku tahu.
Saatnya nanti ditarik nyawa.
Berpisah jiwa dan raga .
Diletakkan aku menghadap Engkau.
Saatnya itu bila dibukakan tanganku,
pasti tiada apa.
Tiada apa.
Tiada apa untuk aku tunjukkan,
walau sekelumit bukti.
Tiada sekelumit bukti.
Tentang perjalanan aku kepada Mu.
Kerana walau sedalam mana aku sedih.
Kerana walau sekeras mana aku marah.
Aku tahu, kaki aku tidak pernah cuba
melangkah
mengubah arah.
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