[363]

We are all sad people, trying to live happily.

...

penat lah. 

[362]

I came here to distract myself 

from going to other place. 

That place so crowded, 

and I like to hide for awhile. 

So here I am.

Not for writing like always. 

Not sure to number this or not, 

since it is not a letter like the others. 

But, I did anyway. 

[361]

mati, mematikan, dimatikan. 

itu semua bukan aku. 

nasib belum mati. 

nasib cuma koma. 

masih mampu mula semula. 

tapi, bila?

[360]

Tonight, I know. 

A 27 year-old me, 

still trapping in the memories of 

15 year-old me. 

I do not know; no 

I surely do not want

to make a move 

into a new world. 

I am still on this side, 

behind the line of everything. 

A 27 year-old me 

still the same as 

15 year-old me.