17.1.20

[349]

Because suddenly,
I miss her. 

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"Take a great deep breath.
For you who has forgotten how to cry out loud,
I will sing. 

So you can walk again. 
So you can love again."
- IU, Love poem.

[348]

I want to fight back too. 
But, I'm too tired now. 

Maybe tomorrow I will. 
Nah. Maybe not. 

15.12.19

[347]

The thought that I know 
I have hurt so many people 
In the process of me to heal myself, 
And I don't know whether 
To apologize to that people 
Or to myself, 

That's killing me. 


23.9.19

[346]

She asked, 
"Teach me how to swim, please?"

*Clear throat*

"Sorry, I don't even know how to breathe."

[345]

Si anak polos yang dahulu sebenarnya dahagakan perhatian 
tetapi berani berlagak seperti dia tidak apa-apa; telah tiada.

Dia pergi, membawa bersama jiwa cantik miliknya. 

Tinggal lah keseorangan si wanita dewasa 
penakut-hati kosong-rosak. 

Melihat ke dalam cermin, 
merindui anak polos dahulu.